Without moving, she said, "Good morning, old
father."
"Good morning, beautiful Li-Ahn. I thought you were never going to speak
to me. Of course I was contented just have to you nearby. The presence of such hope-filled
energy is like a steaming cup of freshly brewed green tea! Speaking of which
"
Li-Anh felt her concentration slipping. She closed her eyes and heard soft
footsteps approaching, then the sound of someone sitting beside her under the plum tree.
"You can open your eyes. I wont bite. Please, have some."
She opened her eyes, picked up the jade cup of steaming tea, and sipped.
"Thank you." She kept her focus straight ahead. At the edge of her
field of vision, she saw him, but she could tell the rags were gone, replaced by a brown
robe.
A long silence as she drank the tea. When the cup was empty, she said, "I
want
"
"Shhh. Dont you want to see how it comes out?"
"How what comes out?"
"The movie."
Li-Anh examined what she saw carefully. From her months of reading and
meditation after long days working in a Shanghai McDonalds, she thought she
understood: Maya, illusion, all that. "Im sorry, old father, but you are
playing ancient mens games. A movie that hurts this much is no movie. What can you
know of the pain of my child who, now, will never be born?"
"A young woman comes to me, sorry, came to me once long ago. She was
pregnant, full of new life. She sat on my porch, two waterfalls pouring from her eyes.
Ive been fucked by a god, she said. My husband has been away, in
Beijing, for a year. I have been faithful to him, yet now Im pregnant. I dont
know how it happened unless it was a god who visited me. Now what am I to do?"
In spite of her long practice, Li-Anh suddenly lost patience. "Silly girl.
She was denying to herself what had obviously happened." So upset was Li-Anh that
without thinking she abruptly turned and looked at the old man. Looked and stared, because
the old man was now a beautiful young man.
"Precisely. But there was no point in saying that to her, was there? It
would only increase her pain. She had gotten what she had wanted for so long, not
realizing that as long as one desire remains, there is no end to pain."
Li-Anh tried to order her thoughts. Not just a beautiful young man, but the
most beautiful young man she had ever seen. She felt her nipples hardening, her vagina
becoming moist. "M-more tea, please?"
From his left, the young man brought around a tea pot and filled her cup. He
opened his robe, showing a fine organ, finely erect. "Its for you."
Li-Anh is never sure how long she sits there, silent, drinking tea from a cup
thats always full, staring at a lovely penis thats always hard, hers to use
whenever she wants.