"
." Hamid could think of nothing to say.
"What happens if we ask your question. Who benefits from orgasm? Well, of
course, the one who comes. But maybe its just a trick, bait, to get us to continue
the experiment, eh?"
"So why bother?"
"Precisely. Why bother? What reasons can you give me?"
"Its fun."
"Fun? Auschwitz? Nanking? Fun?"
"We care, as you say, and were learning how to care, and what
terrible things happen if we dont care."
"Ah. Adolescent masters of our fate, and all that?"
"The Polish Olympic Parachute Jumping team came to A&M once. The
Aggies and the Poles got to arguing about who could fold parachutes best. They decided the
only way to find out was to do some jumps. A plane took an Aggie and a Pole way up. The
Pole jumped first and he pulled his ripcord, and his parachute opened nicely. Then the
Aggie jumped, and he pulled the ripcord and nothing happened, so he pulled the back-up
ripcord and nothing happened. and He went zipping past the Pole, who took one look at him,
tore off his harness, and shouted, Oh, so you want to race!"
"
."
"Do you care?"
"Does it matter if I do or if I dont?"
"Youre saying, does it matter if youre Eichmann or
Gandhi."
"No, thats not what Im saying."
"But you asked if it matters whether you care or not."
"Yes. I did not say or imply that I would become Eichmann or Gandhi if I
didnt care or if I cared. You made that little leap."
"Do you care that youre giving me a headache?"
"Yes. No. Maybe."