Everywhere there were blurs of motion, which, as his eyes adjusted
to the quickness, he saw were trails of light from hundreds of small figures darting
hither and thither. The forest was peopled with elves. Their light-footed movements
revealed an awareness of his presence only occasionally when one would glance down as it
passed over his resting place, brushing him playfully with the delicate touch of tiny
feet. He looked around quickly and saw many pairs of little eyes caught in the embarrassed
motion of turning away.
They made no effort to hinder his wandering through what was apparently their domain.
Other forms of sentient life were absent. As he walked among the widely-spaced trees, he
heard only one sound, for he could not distinguish between the rustle of branches in the
slight wind and the airy flight of the almost airborne figures.
Rushing about with the directed aimlessness of cloud wisps, they now and then stopped
quickly to stand with a tense attitude of heightened alertness. The latter action he did
not comprehend. It seemed an integral part of their being, but its meaning eluded him, for
there was no threatening force here, at least none of which he was aware, which might
cause such behavior.
The day was passed in silent converse with them and unquestioning movement among them.
As night approached, they beckoned and led him deep into the forest.
. . . . .
Shining limbs reflected the distant hues of the setting sun, which was soon lost at the
bottom of the invisible sea. The sky itself was obscured as they moved silently along the
dark corridor of motionless and faintly discernible trees.
Unexpectedly they entered a clearing lit to a diamond-sharp clarity and brilliance by
an unseen source. Striking the crystalline structures in the clearinga tiny castle
all peaked spires of a transparent gem, which had no color but that which entered it and
emerged transfigured, standing on a hillock above a small village of the same
materialstriking these structures the light from above coursed through the pure,
sharp air to fall in a thousand forms on the creatures moving about the minuscule kingdom.
In the village square, which was large enough to admit a fair-sized crowd plus himself,
preparations had been made for a feast and celebration. Surrounding buildings were
decorated with bright tones of gold and blue; the squares mosaic surface, which
presented a large, plain "M", was of the same colors except for the great
monogram, which seemed to be of the crystal of the castle and town and which, at the
moment, was the only visible sample of that substance unaffected by the impinging external
colors. It was the clearness of diamond, somehow faintly pulsating. In it, he saw or
imagined he saw an occasional dim refraction which disappeared if he looked directly at
it.
The townspeople accepted him as naturally as had their fellows in the forest. His
presence had no effect on their spontaneity or on their great naturalness of manner and
action, and lack of dress. For here too there was no clothing to be seen and he found
himself blushing. Although they apparently took no notice of his dress, he found their
lack of it embarrassing and confusing, since, particularly as it revealed a subtle
sensuousness which for him hovered at the edge of the sexual.
They sat. They ate and drank. All manner of foods and wines in endless supply were
brought before them. He laughed and rejoiced. Eventually he became aware of the
disappearance of the light. So gradual had it been that only when he realized he saw the
castle in faint, multi-colored outline did he notice its passing. All light now came from
the "M".
In time the banquet ceased. He knew not when for his perception had become
dream-fleeting, quick, intense, and elusive, defying will and order. A stage setting of
sorts was arranged at the end of the square beyond the top of the "M", with the
castle as backdrop. There was a throne, flanked by a series of columns and steps, all
crystalline, shining dimly in the half-light. To one side chairs were set up facing tiny
stands on which small bits of paper were placed. Before the chairs was a podium.
The orchestra entered and began to tune their instruments cacophonously. The conductor
appeared. Silence and immobility fell upon everyone. He could see and think but not move.
It was the image of that moment which stayed with him, in spite of the moments before and
after. He remembered best the moment of anticipation, of calm, of readiness and
receptivity, when the challenge to the perfection of silence was mutely sounded, when
another perfection seemed both desirable and attainable, when the silence, yielding and
submissive, begged for ordered, variegated division.
Now! such came and then the world was lost. Then! to him, to them another world
revealed. Be-gun! In a harmonious tempest of resounding images ceaselessly changing as one
looked on, audibly amplifying the movements of the figures appearing and disappearing
before the vacant throne, moving in rhythm complementary to the music. Now the audacious
"Be-gun! Again, and the "M" glowed a steady translucent azure and the
figures mounted the steps, sensual and removed, languishing in their form and perfectly
active in their joy at the same time. Now, for an instant, a minor key, distantly sounded,
gruff and mighty, overbearing and serious, but they danced and they played and the great
minor key was driven back whence he came and all was rejoicing again.
Now, stately, con moto, the "M" flashing shades of yellow, and two figures,
one male, one female in tenuous adumbration veiling moved and flowed into one.
Now, the extra accent, the false beat unfolded a court evening of highest pomp and
grandest splendor, of elegance magnified by decorum, of refinement enhanced by tradition,
exquisite form and meaningless content mated in the slow movement of the minuet.
Without forewarning, the music whisked them all away, transported to fragile and
fleeting existence of infinite variation and ceaseless change by the rushing allegro of
the strings, mounting, falling, demanding and irresistible, separating and uniting,
incredibly distinct and bewilderingly complex, a summation and resolution containing axiom
and truth, hypothesis and proofs, life, end and beginning. Suddenly a slowing in haste and
two grand chords solidified the moving figures, stilled the shifting colors between blue
and white, echoed to silence leaving hearers and viewers exhausted from resonant
trembling. He slept with them that night, at the edge of the village, under a featureless
sky.
The following day they returned to the forest with no indication of what, if anything,
they expected of him Back among the spacious pines, curiosity and loneliness caused him to
attempt communication, The physical perfection of their miniature bodies, the obvious
division of sexes, their apparently unquestioning acceptance of an idyllic existence, the
understanding in their eyes which he read as compassion made him curious because he could
not reconcile their nature with his own, so much alike and yet so different and lonely,
because the physical similarities and the good-natured companionship which they enjoyed
among themselves stimulated a hitherto unknown desire on his part for such intimacy.
His mind occupied by these thoughts, his wanderings took on the aimlessness of the
beings around him. Trees rose high on all sides, with light plummeting precipitously
through them only to be absorbed by the soft cushion of needles at their feet. He stopped
and said, "All of you, listen. Can you understand me?" He was looking at no one
of them in particular; his eyes were focussed at an indefinite point beyond the trees. At
his first words, all motion ceased.
He looked around. Some were standing only a few feet away, some were scattered
throughout the branches like so many ornaments. There was no sound but that of the
wind.One of the figures nearest him said in a bell-like voice, "We can hear you but
we can not understand you. Your words have meaning but your thoughts do not. If you speak
often to us, our death will result. We have enjoyed your company. You have brought us much
pleasure."
"Have you no compassion?"
"We have compassion, but that is not what you want. You want pity.. which we do
not have.""Have you not felt my loneliness?""We have never ceased to
feel it. It is weighing on us all now.""And you will not help me escape
it?""Loneliness is not a burden to be borne buy a summation to be sought. Your
loneliness is an imagined thing which arises from your desire for pity. We could comfort
you and console you in ways which you have not dreamed of, but that which you call
loneliness would only increase in intensity and soon have you imprisoned completely.
Perhaps it has been a mistake for us to grant you our company, for now we must
part.""I can not leave." His own tone startled him. It was hard and loud.
It reminded him of something he had heard once. He felt irritated because he could not
remember. Consciously trying to soften his words, he started again, "I can
not..." and saw that he was no longer being watched. Their positions were unchanged
but their eyes were closed. They were swaying and seemed to have difficulty drawing air.
He stood fixed, watching the alabaster sheen of their bodies become an ugly blue. One fell
from the trees and lay motionless in front of him.
He began to cry and ran from the forest. At the edge, he stopped and looked back. They
were as they had been the first time he saw then. From inside the forest came the
bell-like voice. "You may return when you will." Otherwise, there was no
evidence that they were now or ever had been aware of his presence.He set out across the
meadows toward home.